why did you die?

WHY DID U DIE?

We had a beautiful daughter together but I told him he could leave] as I thought he didnt love me. All I wanted was a peice of him. But he stayed.

I met him when I was 19. It was love at first sight for me. I knew he had an alcohol problem but I never knew it was so bad. I loved him with all my heart.

In the 4 and a half years we were together he made me cry but he also made me laugh. What a shame the alcohol ruined his life..and mine. The whole time I knew him.... he only ever stopped drinking for 4 days and even then he was craving it.

Then the drinking became so bad. I didn't know what to do. So he moved out....but we still loved eachother very much. We actually got on better once he left and I saw him alot and we were probably going to get back together.

The last night I saw him he looked like an angel.He had a white glow around him. As I said goodbye after his visit I had a terrible feeling and wanted to yell out for him to stay. But I didnt. And the next morning I get a phonecall] telling me there was a fire in the street where he lived.

I called the police. They came over to see me so I knew he was gone. He had been drunk and left the stove on. He had fallen asleep and the whole house went up in flames. A man managed to grab his hand but it was too late and he fell back. Gone forever. It killed me inside.

He was only 27. I was 23. I loved him so much. Even tho I have moved on it has taken a long time. I have him in my daughter and each day I see him thru her eyes. My love for him will never cease..and he always has a special place in my heart. I LOVE YOU FOREVER JOHN XXX