The Change

The Change

How could someone you thought you knew change so quickly into a stranger? They were together for years. They were happy. Then he had an accident and broke his foot. Off work and could not walk for 10 weeks. She tried to do her best playing nurse. Made sure he had everything he needed. Tried to spend time with him..until the negative words began to spew from his mouth. Saying he was worse off then anyone else. Saying he knew he would never walk again. Even though the doctors said he would. Saying his life was over. Saying everything bad only happened to him. She was so shocked at his selfishness. His..poor me..syndrome. She held it in and tried to ignore it but it did not work. Her anger grew and so did her resentment. And she began to walk away more as she could not stand the negativity. She cried in silence when she was alone upstairs. She cried in silence at night in bed. Wondering what she had done wrong to deserve this selfish person who called himself her husband. But didnt treat her like a wife. She even confronted him about his selfishness but he said nothing. And that was enough to admit she was right about him. Now she bides her time. For she is not that heartless to walk away yet. And leave him helpless. But she knows the time is near. For her resentment has grown too much to be able to ever see him as an unselfish person again. And the hurt he put on her can never be reversed. She only hopes he will learn. But she doubts it. She only wished she knew before instead of wasting so many years with him. But now it is too late. The pain will continue in her heart for a long time to come. And she will always wonder why she never noticed it before:( copyright gothgirl 2009

She even confronted him about his selfishness but he said nothing. And that was enough to admit she was right about him. Now she bides her time. For she is not that heartless to walk away yet. And leave him helpless. But she knows the time is near. For her resentment has grown too much to be able to ever see him as an unselfish person again. And the hurt he put on her can never be reversed. She only hopes he will learn. But she doubts it. She only wished she knew before instead of wasting so many years with him. But now it is too late. The pain will continue in her heart for a long time to come. And she will always wonder why she never noticed it before:( copyright gothgirl 2009

The pain will continue in her heart for a long time to come. And she will always wonder why she never noticed it before:( copyright gothgirl 2009