Pain In My Heart

Pain In My Heart

I am falling Falling further into the darkness that is called life. I am so tired. I am so sad. I am not the same person I used to be. And wanted to be. My heart aches. I cant smile anymore. The tears come too easily. And when they come they wont stop. Help me. Please take away this pain. My heart races all the time. My brain wont function anymore. Too much hurt. Too much pain. When will it end? Will it ever end?

My patience has gone. Im moody all the time. Fighting back the demons who beckon me. Luring me with the words they say in my mind. Let go ..they say. Come with us..they say. I am trying to fight them. But my strength is going. I dont want to get up anymore. I wish I could sleep forever. Just to have some peace. And a rest from the pain in my heart. copyright gothgirl 2009