Get A Life

1asad.jpg copyright gothgirl 2008 I feel I cant speak aloud for fear of people judging me...which they have. I honestly am starting to despise the human race. Why are people so nasty and jealous? Why do they get their thrills out of putting others down? They have to criticise and Im getting totally sick of it. They cant let you be yourself. They always want you to change. Sorry but I cant change and why should i? Accept me as I am or dont bother to go near me. I do not talk bout myself at all! Any ppl who talk to me on messages here could confirm that I am always asking about them! Assumptions again. Anyway I feel beaten down and not very happy at the moment but as usual I will bounce back. It will just take time. For now I feel unworthy again. Now I cant trust again . For I feel inadequate. But time will change me and I guess Ill fall into that trap of trusting again. If glogging parts of my life is attention seeking and selfish, then think like that. As all I was trying to do was share my experiences with others in the hope they would not repeat my mistakes. For people to say these things about me, they obviously do not know me very well. For I have even been accused of talking to others here on message about myself! Sticks and stone can break my bones And yes, names can hurt me. I now retreat back into my dark shell. The trust has gone again. I fell hard this time.I cannot believe that people hide behind computer screens thinking they can say as they please as they know we will never meet them. I have been called names. I have been accused of things I have not done. I have been told I am an attention seeker. And that I am selfish. Get A Life get a life