First Love

1goth4.jpg First Love I avoided your calls and pleas later You will not be forgiven for what you did. I am now numb inside. My heart has turned to ice,. How can I ever move on with this blackness that smothers me. Will I ever love again? And do I ever want to? The darkness is my friend now as I wait for the clouds to lift. But will I ever see the sun again? I opened the door and there you were With another girl The look of shock and guilt on your face Was nothing compared to the pain of my Heart shattering. All your words ..all our hopes and Dreams were a lie. I ran home and you never chased after me which made it all the worse and told me you never cared. Then the storm came And the clouds never went away. You thought I was sick in bed But I wanted to see you so much. So I went to your house and I heard Laughter coming from your room But it was not your laughter. My heart went cold. I told you my darkest secrets and fears And you didnt judge me My heart was totally yours As was yours mine. My first true love. We loved and breathed eachother. We were in eachothers thoughts Every waking moment. You said you loved me And my heart glowed. You said you would never leave I felt so loved. When we walked together hand in hand Our laughter echoed. When your soft lips touched mine I felt complete. First Love