Are You Desperate Now?

Are You Desperate

Now??

Still sobbing she went up to him. Jake handed her the half bottle she had left. "Drink this and we will go," he promised. She skulled it to make him hurry up as she was feeling unwell. Jake didnt want her to remember what happened in the bedroom as he had heard her scream out that she was only 15 and he didnt want to go to jail. So to try and terminate her memory he had put 2 more pills in her drink. She would wake up the next day and remember nothing.

Tracey sobbed each night in her room. Even though she was only 15 she so desperately wanted a boyfriend. At school all of her friends had boyfriends or boys that liked them. But none liked her and she had no idea why as there was nothing wrong with her. Maybe she needed to meet someone older? One Saturday afternoon she put on lots of make up, made her hair pretty and clothed herself in a mini skirt and little top. She admired herself in the mirror and saw she looked about 20 years old. Grabbing her bag, yelling bye to her mother, she caught the bus to the local shopping centre hangout. All ages hung out here.Maybe she could meet an older boy.

She sat down on a bench and pretended to be waiting for someone. It wasnt long before she locked eyes with a gorgeous looking boy. He smiled and she returned it, looking down shyly. He walked over to her . She was shocked at how good looking he was as he sat down and told her his name was Jake. He was 21. She told him she was 18. After some small talk he asked her if she wanted to go to a party with him that night. She said yes knowing her parents would say no but she would sneak out of her window. So she told him to meet her at the corner of her street at 9pm.

.At 830pm she announced to her parents she was going to sleep as she felt tired and worn out.They believed her. After getting ready in her room she snuck out of the window, her heart beating fast hoping her parents did not hear and was so excited to be seeing Jake again. He was waiting for her. She jumped in the car and he told her she looked sexy, making her blush.As they drove he asked her if she liked beer as that was all he had. She had never drunk before but she said yes anyway.

They arrived at the party where lots of people were drinking and smoking and dancing. Jake grabbed her hand and the beer and introduced her to a few of his friends,then gave her a beer. Even after a few sips she began to feel light headed and happy. She finished the first one quickly and Jake gave her another, grinning. Then he pulled out a packet of white pills. "Party time," he said popping a pill on his tongue,then leaning to kiss her he let the pill drop in her mouth. Tracey swallowed it without thinking.She was enjoying his kiss.

She began to not care.She finished another beer and danced and laughed. She stumbled against people and swayed. Jake took her into one of the bedrooms.She did not know what his intentions were until he began to undress her. She began to protest but was too drunk to fight him and so he violated her. She sobbed afterwards as she got dressed and asked him to take her home but he said he wasnt ready and left the room.

He left her for 10 minutes while he went to say his goodbyes to his friends and when he got back to Tracey she was barely standing. "Somethings wrong," she slurred. "Yeah your out of it darlin," Jake laughed. "No, my heart..its beating too fast!" "Youll be fine.Its just the pills making you feel weird." "Hel........" Tracey fell to the ground. Jake leaned down and felt her pulse. Nothing. She was dead.

He hadnt meant to kill her. He looked around and saw no one was watching. Slung her over his shoulder and pretended she had passed out from too much drink, and left. Not knowing what else to do as he didnt want to get caught, he left her at the corner where he had picked her up. Her body was found by a neighbour of Traceys a few hours later as she walked her dog. A young girl so desperate to have a boyfriend. With not enough patience to wait to grow up. This was the result. Enjoy your youth. Its over too quickly copyright gothgirl 2009